my not-so-wholeheartedly apology for forsaking this blog due to my not-so-hectic life which i think is pretty frantic (since it's mostly occupied by non-academic affair which is in contradiction of my identity as a student) which i think chaotic is a relatively better word to inflate.
to ascertain my existence and to update my life in a not-so-comprehensive approach, what i can describe my current phase is like 'living contentedly and gleefully in a reserved and heart-rending fashion' - if you get what i mean, which i don't give a shit anyway.
the red red muscular thing under my chest which beat and bleed at the same time? it's so numb right now. like anaesthetized. where is the hemoglobin you used to transmit and diffuse into me?
28th October 2009. 1600
Rainy
shower off the smut
not from the filthy
but the purest of all
of all the time spelled by
darkest days and brightest nights
are what we have left
derisorily with satisfaction
still falls the rain
dark as the world of man
black as our loss
blind as the nineteen hundred
and forty nails upon the Cross
note my people, this is not an emotional post.
the best thing one can do when it's raining is to let it rain
and sleep.
Nsxon x
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