Heartbreak Warfare

when you are once again waiting.  another day had just sneak away
awake in the middle of the dark.  realized the world just cut you out
when you do not understand.  the sudden leaving of loves
what you could hear from the muted cry.  is only you yourself

yet
when someday. someone. whom you love right beside you
is not the one whom you love
and a confound twinge strike your hear silently

grasping on something. which you are losing
and tend to realize more. when you stop anticipating
and you know. there's still a route in front needed to be led on

believing that one day. the pain will come to an end
and tend to realize more. when you stop banking on
and such enervated. such powerless. yet such reality

i'm in love. with my creators. with my lovers. with my friends
and my enemies
i love their loves. their rhythms. their minds. their differences
and dreams were made and used and wasted
there was no ransom to be paid

lightning strikes. inside my chest to keep me up tonight
dream of ways. to make you understand my pain
clouds of sulphur in the air. bombs are falling everywhere
it's a heartbreak warfare
once you want it to begin
and no one really wins
in a heartbreak warfare

when one day you open your eyes
found out you are abandoned
and the world threw you off the edge
and your feet ran off the ground

drop his name
push it in and twist the blade again
watch our faces
as we pretend to feel no pain

how come the only way to know how high you get me
is to see how far i fall
God only knows how much i'd love you if you let me to
but i can't break it through at all

we could stand by the side
and watch this life pass us by
so unhappy.  but safe as could be

yet
when someday. someone. whom you love right beside you
is there with you with his shoulder standby
is crying with you over the loves you have lost
is understanding every silence you do not make
and a strange solace creeps into your aching heart silently

and when the misinterpretation and misguided ghosts
be the unspoken humor left behind the minds

i don't care if we do not sleep at all tonight
let's just fix this whole thing now
i swear to God we're gonna get it right
if you lay your weapon down
red wine and ambien

sooner or later
everything will be left behind
we will walk again.  together
and live the changing life. like 'just for today'
smile the pain. and cry the joke.

in one single moment. your whole life can turn 'round
you stand there for a minute staring straight into the ground
looking to the left slightly. then looking back down
world feels like it'd caved in - proper sorry frown

so then i move my hand up from down by my side
it's always shakin. my life's crashing down before my eyes
turn the palm of my hand up to face the skies
touch the bottom of your chin and let out a sigh

you're talking shit again.  it's a heartbreak warfare
tell George Bush to "stop the war"
like he's no longer the president already
tell Obama to "heal the wound"
like he's no longer black already

clouds and sulphur in the air.
bombs are falling everywhere

good to know.  it's all a game.
disappointment has a name. it's a heartbreak warfare.



JM's Battle Studies
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